Wednesday 4 July 2007

The few days have passed away like a dry desert storm....it just comes and takes everything away from you. Well, it does seem weird when half of your world is torn apart..in a matter of less than two days. Sadness covers you like a woollen blanket. Yes, it took me a day to actually realise the person who was half my world had left me forever...and she won't ever come back.. Well, I guess I 'd better get used to it.
Condescending talks...commiserating looks...sorrowfilled faces have all become a part of my life within less than a fortnight.
Death is peculiar....it has its own weird ways...its own characteristics, sometimes those which we can never really understand. It is ghastly , it has its own crazy smell, trust me , it does. I really think death leaves its smell, when it touches a person. Yes, now most of my readers will think Iam mad, but no , I am not...I seriously think I can associate death with a smell. Well, Death to me smells of burnt coal.....(maybe it's just my mother's death taking its toll on me).
Well, my life is slowly coming back to normal. Several of my 'freinds', have come to commiserate with me. Genuine or not, those 'talks' did help. Iam going back to College. It feels good to be back among my mates, who I care about...and who care about me.
My grandparents, aunts, uncles , cousins, and all my friends who've been with me...and will continue to remain on my side, THANK YOU.
DAD I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU...AND I WILL ALWAYS CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU!
MUM, I LOVE YOU TOO,
MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE.
P.S:Readers please pray for my mum..............